11.05.2004

tired of fighting

i'm tired. chynna, forgive me if you want, i'm trying to care less at this point. i'm tired of being hurt every time you ignore me.

i'm tired. i'm so so tired. i want to be able to tell my friends things without the fear that i'll be made fun of. i'm tired of fear.

i'm tired of playing cards at the lunch table with kelsie when we both should be enjoying ourselves as much as the rest of them do. i'm sure she's tired of it too. especially when i'm shuffling.

i'm tired of not being funny. i want to make you guys laugh, i really do. yo uhave no idea how much. it's just, i guess... i'm tired of not being taken seriously.

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