summer lovin'

I'm incredibly tired. Since I hadn't been sleeping right, I decided maybe caffeine was my problem. So I haven't had any for a few days. And now I'm tired...ALL THE TIME! I have a massive headache, and just...yeah.

This weekend's going to my first home game. I've heard they're pretty intense, so we'll see. UGA vs. Arizona. WOOT! It also happens to be the first Quidditch match of the season (they do that in the Honors dorm...supposedly it's a combination of dodgeball, frisbee, and tag). So it should proved to be an interesting weekend, though I hope I'm able to do a bit of work. The previous weekends I didn't want to have to take work with me (either home or on my fieldtrip) so I worked to do everything beforehand, but since I knew I was staying here I haven't really done much.

If this game goes well, I might stay for the next home game next weekend (LSU...heard those are always fun). If it doesn't, I'll probably end up going home. It seems to be working out that it'll be about every two weeks, at least until the beginning of November. Then I've got that break.

I don't know. I think I might be addicted to home. I talk to my family every day and, like I said, I've been going home every weekend. It's possible that I'm missing a lot, and not liking college any more as a result. But I doubt that. I think I don't like college because I'm just so tired of school.

Unfortunately, this is the only place my thoughts are leading me these days. I wish I had the energy to do more creative writing, but I just haven't had time! I also wish I could find the courage to go out and join a club or something, but I just...don't want to do anything alone, I guess.

But I'm working on it. Pretty damn hard.

Woot.

this hand washes that one too

Sigh.


Okay, so it's been a while. In my defense, I've been busy. With college. Bleh.

I've gotta say, I'm still not exactly fond of this place. I'm not scared anymore, ha. Just incredibly frustrated I guess. Trying to branch out and do things, meet people, but....it's really annoying. The people here are just not overall receptive of what I have to say. Oh well.

That's pretty much it. I'm failing physics (because, well, it's physics and who understands that?), I have my first philosophy exam later (woot), and then in a few hours it looks like I'm headed home for my birthday weekend.
The last time I went home it was a little weird. Then I came back here, of course, and hated it all over again. I'm just a wishy washy type of girl, I guess.

Oh well. I turn 19 tomorrow. Doesn't really seem like that big of a difference, but gotta go somewhere.

Oy goodness. I think it'll be allright. Keep on keeping on.