7.15.2007

oh man

I'm starting to feel it. That feeling I get towards the end of the summer where I realize that I haven't done what I NEED to do, haven't completed my summer work or gone school shopping or volunteered for Beta. It started a little while ago when Bawo called me and basically made me feel like a retard for not doing my work. So now I've got this anxiety fever. Like, "Okay Hillary, you are DEFINATELY pushing it. You need to get this done." And every day I don't do it (and trust me, it probably really won't get done until a day or two before school), I'll feel even worse. My gut is wrenching. My head is hurting. Heart pounding.

And I realize that I love it.

;)

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