lazy days

oh, i'm so tired. i keep thinking about school and starting high school, but it scares/annoys me, so try not to. but still, it creeps up in my head, and won't leave sometimes. i was watching tomb raider earlier (angelina jolie is frikkin awesome and very beautiful) and the thought just popped into my head: i am perfectly content with staying home.

i rarely get bored, as i'm sure i've mentioned. i love watching movies over and over, like i've said. i rented a movie last night and i've already watched it three times. i realized this: i never really liked school that much. sure, i like to learn and i like to hang out with my friends, so you'd think that'd be a great combination. but it's not. i can teach myself and hang out with my friends without the constant "no talking" rules they instill. and the whole dutchtown thing. i mean, school's bad enough having to sit and listen to morons try to explain something you learned two years ago. but i had to be there without any solace whatsoever? and now, all the time my mom has to take off work for this crap...it's confusing. i don't want to hurt my mom, but i don't want to be in a place i hate with people i hate because they hate me. i know the mom thing should win, but it...ugh, i don't know.

i'm thinking of what people i don't know think. it's a weird thought, that everybody out there is thinking an entirely different thought than the person next to them.