12.22.2004

booga booga

have you ever seen the movie "superstar", from snl with molly shannon? well, molly shannon plays a weird catholic school girl who aspires to be a dancer. her grandmother, while training them, gives them a "pep talk".

"when i say razzle dazzle, you razzle dazzle. when i say jump,you jump. when i say booga booga, you booga booga." errant girl: "what does booga booga mean?" grandmother: "i don't know, but if i say it, you better figure it out fast."

i thought it was funny. anyway, i hope everybody has happy holidays and whatnot. especially my friends, especially kelsie. kelsie, i miss you.. i miss you too chynna.

see, this is why i hated dutchtown. my family doesn't seem to understand this. nobody seems to know how miserable i was over there. i felt like i was just stuck. sometimes i'd come home and cry, other times i'd come home and talk constantly so i couldn't think about it. one day i just came home and say in front of the tv, not eating, barely blinking, just sitting there. i didnt go upstairs until it was 10:00, and i took a 10 minute shower, just thinking about it. i hated it. i get so sad just thinking about it.

but that's a different thing entirely. i was trying to be funny. guess i couldn't. im gonna say goodbye and hope that kelsie finally calls and tells me she can spend the night, because not only do i miss her, but i am worried about her. AND THE CHICKEN BONE STUCK IN HER NOSE...

oh, i almost forgot. i ordered 2 books off of amazon.com. for under $10! i thought it was a miracle. kelsie kelsie kelsie, i got another meg cabot book, the one i was looking for. she went all the way. i can't wait to get it and read it!!!!!!!!

2 comments:

C.K. said...

yay! you got the book! can i borrow it??

merry Christmas to you too!

hillary said...

of course you can't borrow the book. what, you think just because i've let you borrow billions of other books in the past makes this one just another thing for youto borrow? no way. i learned my lesson. you use me and then you use my books.

and merry christmas EVE to you!