ooh buddy.

I am tired.

It seems like I've been awake pretty much for the past two days. I graduated last night, salutatorian and all. It still seems kinda surreal, though last night I felt so...oppressed, I suppose is the word, that I couldn't breathe. My school, being incredibly zealous on the no-fun, non-celebratoriness, allowed nothing to go down. They practically assaulted a kid for clapping too loudly. So at the same time I was glad to be rid of the school, I realized that I had four more years of it, only now I had to start paying. And money, now, seems ever more important.

Ugh. I actually haven't even seen the guy since the last post, which is kinda strange. He's got himself a new girl...I'm trying not to obsess too much about it, but I keep having these lucid dreams. Utterly ridiculous.

No, last night we had a cookout and then I went to see Rocky Horror Picture Show for the fourth time with my friends wearing a corset, some fishnets, and my cap. I got a lot of congrats, and the star of the show, Java who plays Frankenfurter, came up to me after and hugged me. I totes quoted RHPS in my speech. And Zoolander. It was cool.

And then today I went to a party where the hostesses never entered the room, hung out at a tattoo place (Sarah works at a new one since her and her boyfriend broke up...it was bound to happen sooner or later), then went to see Up, which I fell asleep in. What I saw of it, though, was adorable. I cried a tad bit.

I am certainly going to try my best to sleep in tomorrow. God knows I need it, ha.